Ng Zangpo
Monday, October 23, 2000
Say say bringing m/bye with hey. waves move out, blanketing. tiny nuggets bonded with flowing potential.

To work with. a quick wind meets no resistance, carrying my materials away.

Great Peace needs no introduction: Space and Blue.




Thursday, October 19, 2000
My wife said that in a dream we were at the dharma center and I was forcing her to do things that she didn't want to, trying to make her play playstation games that she doesn't like. I had given her a gold and silver necklace before, and she had forgotten about it and didn't wear it. So I gave it to her again, and she was glad.



Wednesday, October 18, 2000
Here again I feel I have rediscovered the necessary motivation for enlightenment, and the attendant feelings and sensations, the view etc. This satisfies me for a small time, and then we go into the thicket again.

Burn the thicket. Akanishta.

I read the blog of some girl, it is called "bitch". She attacks things. She has lots of energy. At times she hates it all but then she laments that people are so cold and unsympathetic. Burning thicket. i sent her a message, I told her I was sending her a diamond.



Monday, October 16, 2000
Someone, making cynic incantations in my ears. Making trouble. Has some interest in it maybe. "I want some something."

Cut it in half with a light swing. Just a slice; then burning and boiling.



Friday, October 13, 2000
Today is the full moon.

Going to New Orleans, we'll eat some Nepalese food, by the Lama's brother-in-law.

Later, I'll see a movie in the festival. It's the Phish movie, Bittersweet Motel.



Friday, October 06, 2000
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Thursday, October 05, 2000
Great Completion